I love and miss my kids more than I could EVER express, I'm a lot like Marmite, u either love me or ya hate me ! I'm a Dick some ov the time but who isn't ? We aint all perfect, besides, i was made this way its not my fault ! Ha ! if u dont like me TOUGH ! get over it, i have, u don't have to bath in my splendour, u could always FUCKOFF ! I've made mistakes big and small, and I've learnt from and regret them all ! Kind ov,. What uv heard WAS probably true , I've paid dearly for my mistakes, So FUUUUCK UUUUU !!!!!!!