man among many
My essense is derived from excitement, I enjoy most things as others do, yet I feel something is terrible missing... neither tall nor short, red hair or brown. delicious, yes perhaps even common. To somehow discover my character. Practicing optimism is my prozac and essential to me in others. I dig kindness and I think vulnerability is hot. I have worked to make my mind my friend (well, more of an acquaintance we're still working on the friendship.)
I learn and relearn that this is it...right now, so I try to be present and engaged in the mundane. I fill my life with positive, good people who make a difference in some way even if it is helping a washed up earth worm floundering on concrete find it's way back to the dirt.